Anticipation

The anticipation of the weekend ahead with vision of play going on in my head.  With House Parties, Hotel Parties, Meet and Greets, Clubs and Resorts with all sorts of fornication and illicit affairs going on be it in the orgy room, a cubbyhole, on a sofa or in a hidden room. How my seductive demons whisper titialating plans for the events ahead and stir the desires to please and be pleased.  Never feel this way when a vanilla weekend lay ahead.

The Dangers of the Lifestyle

There are many dangers within the lifestyle that can put undue strain on a relationship that could take it to the breaking point and beyond, leaving a mess off hurt feelings and uncertainty of what is a normal healthy relationship after experiencing the lifestyle. When I say dangers of the lifestyle I do not mean tangible dangers like  contracting a STD or knocking a tooth out while giving head to some guy or to have some female piss in your face thinking she squirted...it's the dangers that lurk below the surface of sexual freedom with a partner, these dangers reside in the depths of emotional swapping with someone and not letting go when the fun is over, You feel their presence dwell within you soul consuming you with every pleasurable memory and every new experience. not realizing you are pushing out the one you love till it is too late, and they are gone.
The key to avoiding emotional danger is communication, expressing your emotional feeling to be understood, guided and feel free on all levels: emotionally, physically and spiritually (oneness with a loved one).

Observations of the Lifestyle

The lifestyle is NOT just about fucking other people, couples and singles alike.  It's about the relationships you develope with others to build a safe environment to be real and experience pleasure on an emotional and physical level leaving the spiritual level (oneness) with the one you love.  Going to parties for us is more of a social event that test the chemistry and connection to establish the desire for a pleasurable physical and emotional exchange.  I'm not talking about being polygamous, I'm talking about opening yourself up  to pleasure on an emotional level to allow your desired to be seduced by another in safety.  What do you think?